By Dustin Wright
Henry David Thoreau
For last night's reflections & prayers, please visit our new bread for your journey blog: http://breadforyourjourney.blogspot.com/
The reading from Mark in particular spoke to me- there's so much going on there. We discussed two major facets of being lost last night. First, the disciples needed to get lost for a bit... they had seemingly great success going out and spreading the Word, but to continue their ministry, they needed a break to reconnect with God (and as I'll speak to later, probably a break from success as well).
Second, the crowds on the shore were already lost, and they needed a shepherd like Jesus. In my mind at least, the crowds represent the best type of 'lostness.' When lost in life, it's easy to remain still and helpless, without ever trying to find a real solution. It's also easy to assume that we're not lost, to stay in the same spot, and to never keep searching for answers. The crowds in Mark represent a more active, searching type of 'lostness'- they hurried to the shoreline, arriving there even before the Shepherd did.
The central question of our discussion last night seemed to be whether being lost was a good or bad thing. In my opinion, being lost is almost always a positive... as Thoreau said, it's only then that we begin to understand ourselves. The song Lost! by Coldplay (feat. Jay-Z), posted below, in my mind perfectly illustrates that point and ties everything together:
While some might find Jay-Z's lyrics a little difficult (or Chris Martin's poor rendition of Mick Jagger-ish dancing very difficult), the song makes a really good point. It's important to remain lost both in life and in our spirituality. This song first came out last summer. I had recently graduated from a great college, with a bunch of great jobs lined up, in a great relationship, and with a great happy family backing me up... Essentially,
I thought I had it all, that I had it all figured out, and that it'd always be that way.
By about two weeks after graduation, my mother had been diagnosed with lung cancer, doctors thought I had cancer as well, I had broken up with someone I thought I'd be with forever, and I certainly couldn't start any of those jobs I had lined up with everything else going. Since then, I've certainly been lost, but I've learned and grown so much personally, and grown much closer to God as well... all things that I missed out on while I was assuming I had arrived at my 'destination.'
Much like how assuming we've "made it" in life can lead us to some of our greatest downfalls, I think assuming that we've ever completely figured out our relationship with God might make us miss out on a much deeper relationship with Him. If you do think you have life or God (or both) figured out... just wait till the shine wears off. Or as Jay-Z would put it,
'So it's tough being Bobby Brown
To be Bobby then, you have to be Bobby now.'
Thanks, and I hope you'll join us next week at Bread for Your Journey. God's peace,
- Dustin
